its the sun and the flower.
and the colours of the rainbow.
these are some of the things i love. <3



I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight (:

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Happy Valentine's Day to all. hahaha (:

hello everyone! hahas. i just realized that its been so long since i last bloogggeeedd.

i'm turning 21 man! old old old old old. urgh!
how time flies ah. i still rmb year 1 so clearly. secondary school days and primary school days as well...

and now everyone's all grown up and going their own way. overseas to study. work first for experience. part time studies. even my brother's going into army soon. and dar as well. ahhh. =(

and then i see all my guy classmates sporting 2 by 1 haircuts at felicia's chalet and sueann's party. hilarious! hahaha. =x

and kelvin tan our dear faci is really getting married after his emo episode the last time. to his 10 year girlfriend. and he keeps bragging about it to practically everyone with his facebook anyway. lol. congrats (:

scarly it'll be fel and junguang's or sueann and shawn's or even sherline and her new muthu bf soon. LOL. =p

its the year 2009. i hope everyone has a wonderful year ahead. may everything go smoothly for all (:

i still miss volleyball. but i know my fitness level is so shitified now. i cant even climb stairs with panting. sobs. =(

oh well. and dar you better not fall sick again ler ok. =( lousy la your system. =p

things dar promised to do with me: (now you cannot run away! muahaha)
- go prawning!
- go flyer!
- go pubbing!

haha. i only named 3 so far ah...very soon i'll name alot more. hurmph! =D

Darling. thank you for caring for me so much. love you. (:

have been having fever since the whole day at work ytd...but survived and worked till 730pm, and went home only to find out i had a fever of 38.5. thanks to dar too anyway. lol. =\ and my throat kinda hurt so ended up at the doc..but medicine worked miraculously and now i'm left at 37 degrees and a milder throat. =D

baby hammies have started to open their eyes! (: yay yay yay. so cuteeeeeeeeeeee.
hopefully they grow and live to their full age even though they lost their mum at 7 days old...will post their pictures soon.

dar get well soon. i already getting well u still sick ah. tsk tsk.

missing volleyball...melly's growing fat =(

dearest melbit 09/01/2007-18/10/2008

To my dearest melbit, rest in peace.
mummy, little sis and I love you and miss you lots.

melbit has passed away early this morning. i woke up to find my mum crying in front of me..saying she didnt make it through the night. we found melbit having diarrhoea and becoming inactive late last night, wanted to bring her to the vet early this morning but she didnt make it through... i'm such a lousy owner. ='(

i cant believe she's dead. i just keep crying. i walk past her cage and there's no more jumpy melbit anticipating me with those innocent eyes anymore. its just a lame lonely empty cage...i'm so so upset i just cant stop crying.

just sent her body to mount pleasant's to be cremated. she nvr got a chance to finish the new snacks i recently bought for her. ='(

i miss melbit so. melbit rest in peace in animal heaven...

this is the first time i've felt so much sorrow in my entire life, even when grandpa died, i didnt cry this much...i mean, melbit was like my dog, my joy. and now she's gone...and so quickly.

in memory of melbit, i've included a picture of her when she just came to my house. as a little bunny...

on the other hand, dar's and my supposedly "2 female hamsters" had 4 babies ytd morning. i know i should be happy, but i just cant be happy now. not when i'm crying. not when melbit...
i just hope the hamham babies survive. i dont think i can deal with anymore of this.
i dont think i can.

stop crying mel. melbit doesnt like you like this..

it has been 1 month and 1 week since i last blogged...
sometimes i just dont feel like expressing how i feel. and these days, its getting more of that way. I just dont feel like expressing myself to the people i love already.. i guess thats cause i'm just one confused soul.
Up till now, after working a month and a half in BEA, i still havent decided about my future route of studies, and i'm not even confident about other aspects of my life. i'm so screwed up. and its not like i can express it when i'm so confused myself, and there's no one who understands. so thus, no one i can really pour my whole confusion and heart out to.. hahas.

life's been passing so quickly at work. not because i enjoy it, but because at the end of the day, i'm just too tired to do anything else. even going out with dar only lessens my fatigue a little. nvm. mel jy. 1.5 months more. u can come out with smth..gulps.

i miss school days. i so do.
i need a lighthouse to guide my course of route in this darkness.
who knows how i am feeling inside? some bloody confused soul ever since i stepped out of rp.

my family's not doing real well too. yeah, we're happy together. but parents lost quite a huge sum of money to the plunging stock market..and its really alot. i dun even know what i can do as their daughter.

everyone must hate reading my sad blog. its either complains or rantings and sadness. sorry peeps. its so diff from the girl you see on the outside isnt it?

oh well, dear classmates who just got into the last army intake, jiayous. hahas.
come back for the next class gathering with lotsa muscles. =)
the whole fel's bday chalet was fun, though real short and with one exception of the hOrrendOus smell contributed periodically by Sueann's Shaun. lol.
fel stay happy!
you gotta meet me up for dinner one day..cuz my house just opposite PSB.. (:

looking forward to lunches with sii every friday! haha. sii! shopping! when is our after work shopping date! =p

signing off.

as words fail. your heart fails to hear.

just to silently watch you from the sidelines; your guardian angel.

it suddenly dawn on me, that love just ain't enough.

the sky's shedding tears; so is my heart. its been crying but it cant be heard.

here's the movie you wanted to watch. i found the full movie link for you.
http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_4bia_-_Movie

i miss jan jan and rena and molly and liyi so.

happy birthday dar! (:
happy happy birthday.
the chocolate rockcake i baked. the bb wallet. the candle. sparklers. macs.
i hope it was enjoyable even though u're down. hope i took away those troubles for that couple of hours. it was nice to see you smile again.. (:
happy last 15 mins of your birthday.

macs has limited edition coke glass cups for beijing olympics! i want the vball one!

drew a mind map of the possible routes i can take for studies today afternoon. and it made things a little clearer..though still really ambiguous. haha.

happy birthday dar.

..though this perfect bday i wanted you to have is pretty much ruined despite my efforts... hahaaaa. i cant help but feel disappointed actually. that even though i'm born with 2 ears to listen, its useless because its not wanted..
i guess i can only just be there for you if you need me. if you even need me at all.
haha. why do i feel so redundant. like a white elephant waiting to be discarded.

partnie, mo gu, i realize i miss you 2 so much! =(
i'm glad i was there at tp and got to chat and catch up with you guys. such a nostalgic feeling.

partnie, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going...i remember u once said that janis is a fighter! so partnie jy. its the last straw~~ the last leg already.. just survive through it okay? its gonna be alright. i'll try to be there as often k? =)

xiao mo gu, i can see that you're pretty stressed out too...you enjoy the game but its just a different enjoyment as a whole nowadays...miss u so much laa. =( it was great to watch u ping pang the court again. haha. and with your RED nails! lol. And dont feel helpless with regards to your friend ok. i'm sure she knows u care (thats why you bother) much deep down. i know she does. =) jy with your 3 matches mo gu! mo gu fight fight! sleep early everyday ah if not no energy hor (:

ah ma, you've been down and out recently too..and you hurt your ankle today..i hope it gets better soon. you better see a sinseh or smth ah! ah ma must take care! if not sun nu also sad. =( jyjy ah ma. be a fighter too.

xl and sii, nice catching up with you girls too...

i realized everyone has chosen their own paths to take when i chatted with xl. zj, gill and her are all in globalSIM RMIT/UOL... if only i applied in time. sigh. what shld i do! uni of buffalo business admin? SIM visual comm with business? or wait one year and then work and try to apply again nxt year? =( i'm so lost. so so lost... who can help enlighten me?

and goodluck to junguang, shaun, kc, yenkai who are all reporting to army in these 2 days (can see the dates from your msn nicks). LOL. happy botak-ing! enjoy. haha.

*-Melissa Ng. :]
*-090188
*-Capricorn.
*-Republic poly-Biotechnology. Year 3.
*-standing at a mere 163 cm. :|

LOVES
*-winter holidays
*-teddies
*-romance
*-the one who can make me smile. :]
*-colors: green, pink, blue
*-pumps [:
*-watching stars by the beach
*-donuts!
*-pretty stuffs
*-music. its my life.
*-sweet memories
*-to be loved and to love
*-beach volleyball
*-those havaianas slippers
*-NUM wear
*-puppies
*-hamsters
*-ice-skatingg
*-pretty earrings

HATES
*-cockroaches! EWWW.
*-jerks
*-ghosts :|
*-being heartbroken
*-people who make me cry
*-cocky people
*-backstabbers.

WANTS
*-that YOU
*-everything for my family
*-everything for my friends
*-to stay happy everyday
*-to slim down
*-to be pampered

Madd
Rena
Janjan
Ah ma
Sissy donkey
mr.lion kai
felicia
Junguang
Sueann
Gillian
Shuhui
Jiehui
Jasmine

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As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
I can’t imagine me without you