Saturday, January 20, 2007, 1:33 AM
Listening to: Through the rain-Mariah Carey.
so we lost.
but i saw the team spirit guys.
you girls did well!
molly's become my new idol for those drop balls. molly, you faked it really well! (: I am really proud of you!! =D
i wanna learn that tooo...*maybe i'll master it only 10 yrs ltr* haha
rena. it was a great game. I like the way she always could predict where the opponent was gonna spike the ball to and already wait there for the incoming spiked ball. and the way she thunders. *i am so not gonna ever ever EVER achieve that standard man. Achieving half of that would already be a feat to me...haiz* I wish I could receive balls like June did today too.
I just wish I could do alot of everything. but thats just so impossible. i-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e.
haiz haiz haiz.
nevermind.
to infinity and beyond~! *danger: childish mode*
sinful indulgence for today: small slice of oreo cheesecake, cheesy nachos, ayam penyet. oh gosh. i am becoming heavier again. argh. stupid school food.
poor gina, she got into the same sticky situation as I did before..thats why i always say that there arent many cases of platatonic friendship between a guy and a girl that exist..gina, you gotta decide whether to stick on or give up. i'll be your support regardless of what you will choose. jia you girl.
apparently i seem to have taken a fancy to someone in one of my classes who is apparently...far from the kind of guys i go for. wth?? "I must be crazy..must be outta my mind..."sporty, tanned, tall and sweet & caring, not himbotic would be what I like, but but, this?! anyways, i am not gonna fall into this kinda nonsense again so yup. neutral.
Whats yours will be yours, whats not meant to be will never be.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007, 11:15 AM
364 days to my next bday.thanks everyone. you made my birthday one of the bests yet.thanks joleen, fel and evelyn.thanks shu, madd, molly.thanks my dearest vball girls!thanks my dear family to wait up for me to wish me and cut my cake with me.i thought it was gonna be some lonely bday for me again,thank god i have you guys. (:Thanks for the prezzies too~~ i love it all!words cant express my happiness and gratitude ytd. i'm just..touched.I didnt know that so many pple rmb my burfdae, even primary and secondary school friends that I havent contacted in awhile...though this time in vball, i didnt get to throw cream in anyone's face.sad sia!! =(haha. rena almost got it though. =PI'm actually proud our vballers won a set against NUS ytd. good job girls! Though we lost the match, I saw your fighting spirit! And it was really exciting! (:Go go jia you! strive on for the next match! I believe we can win!! (:school is so freaking boring today.someone save me. haha. gosh man.RP can make the my interests in certain modules corrode. I feel so nonsense taking the modules I like now, its so freaking dry and dull. gosh. its music appreciation and I am rotting. listening to the song my buddy jiehui sent me last year: Jars of Clay-God of wonders. Its damn nice, though I am not christian. haha.Shall change my religion in the future.. Being in St.Matthews Kindergarten has influenced me quite alot since young.ARGH. school is boring!!!!!help.help.help.help.H.E.L.P!!my school crab project has turned into an FYP.great.yay! i have madd and molly in my FYP team! and some jerky guy who's no gentleman in my team. great. just our luck.anyway. better get back to work. darn it.grrr. i just feel like playing vball or maple, not study now.wheee.posting a pic of the bday cake my mum bought for me tonight! its damn cute. =D
Thursday, January 04, 2007, 11:19 AM
forgot my labcoat. wheeeee.i'm ponning school on the 2nd day of school and for the second time for this module. and the best part is, staying in the library to study for a ut ltr.yayness.right.only look forward to playing maple with my w35l classmates ltr.later. meaning which, 12+am, dont need to sleep already. wheee.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007, 11:03 PM
3rd day of the new year and i cant keep up with my resolutions alrdy.violated the 4th rule. not to cry.wth is wrong with me??i mean. ok, so its the first day of school.ok, and its supposed to be a slack class.ok, i am feeling very upsetted for someone.ok, i cant find the 1gb sd card that came with my new camera.ok, my dad wants the card now.ok, i have been searching for the past 1 hour to no avail.ok, and i have to study 3 chapters for a ut that i have tmr or i cant go to sleep.ok, i am so frustrated that i cant stop crying.shit. my dad found out.great.i feel so stupid being almost a 19 year old and still crying in front of my parents.stop it. i really need to stop this childish rubbish.arghstop the tears please.great.i hate my blur self.argh.i hate myself.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007, 12:00 PM
sad.
school's reopening tmr.
and well, i got class tmr.
great.
this break was far too short to me.
havent gotten around to doing much of the things i like.
like they always say: time passes quickly when you are enjoying yourself.
guess thats right alright.
took some crappy photos(with my new panasonic fxo1! pink! but only 6 mgpxl, unlike zj's.so sharp!) with my little sister and all our fav. teddy bears. haha. haha, there's still a kid in me.
gosh.feeling so tired just knowing school's gonna start tmr. and all the matches coming up with me most probably a sitting and watching all the matches again. a match on my burfdae, thats the first time i am skipping my own burfdae with my family for something else. feel a lil' upset actually. and sii's gonna miss hers too...
when i get to university, i guess i wont play vball anymore. the reason being, i totally suck at it. i mean, look at everyone. take gill who has played for 2 years, the same duration as me..she's going miles, and i'm still stucked in the rut, not being able to set or spike properly...i just feel so lousy.
school's starting tmr. gosh.
school's starting tmr.
i got 5 more days to pon.
i got 6-7 more uts and 1 essay to go,i think.
go go jia you.
gambarimasu.
mike he mike he!! this is the first time i am going gaga over an actor.woww. hahaa.
can i have him for a bdae prezzie? =X
schedule for the next whole week.
3rd-school.
4th-mcb ut.
5th-free
6th-dinner with granny
7th-bdae dinner
8th-training
9th-ivp-nus
10th-training
11th-ivp-cant rmb who =
12th-i dunno others alrdy..wheee.
anyway. its gonna be packed.
looking forward to chinese new year~
that would mean i got 9 weeks of holidays
totally cant wait.
as for now...gambatte everyone.jia you!
dear lil bro. goodluck for your first day in cjc! dont get lost!
Monday, January 01, 2007, 3:04 PM
New beginnings. 2007.current show: love contract. mike he!!happy new year! it's the year 2007!ok, though its only a change of a digit from 2006.time to reset my new year resolutions...but seriously, i have no idea what i gonna set.argh! mental block.also, its time to reminisce about the year 2006.many things happened.some for the better, some for the worst.some sweet. others bitter.some frustration. some anger. some tears.some laughter. some fun. some joy.I guess I have finally gotten over something I should have gotten over a long time back.yes girl. its time to move on. dont look back.made new friends, had new nicknames.volleyball malacca trip, all those games.cried a lil', who didnt.smiled alot. no one shouldnt.laughed alot. thanks molly, shu and madd.jan jan. wong. sii, you girls rawk too.thanks for making me smile in year 2006.a brand new start with brand new wishlist and refreshing goals to achieve:1. study hard. I have to get into the double degree B.A. course in NTU. But my gpa now?? pathetic. dont even think i can make it if I carry on liddat.how time flies. I am going to be in year 3 already. where have the past 2 years gone to?! 2 yrs since I have entered rp. if i had one point more, I would have stayed in innova jc and life would have been so different for me. I would have completed my A levels by now. I wouldnt even have gotten exposed to volleyball, but rather, air rifle and bowling. I wouldnt have climbed mt ophir. I wouldnt have gone kayaking.I would be wearing a uniform, and not casual clothes. I would have been studying c maths, chem and econs, not biotechnology.Life would have been so different. For better or for the worse, I dont know.2.pick up a new language/skill.intending to pick up japanese language.it might come in handy someday, you never know.3.do well with molly and madd for our crab project, it'll really highten our chances of getting into local uni if it turns out successful. 4.not to cry as much as i did this year.5.smile my sorrows away~6.save more money so that I can buy my vcds and not just stare at it thru the window pane! =(7.slim down. I desperately want to!but i cant eat lesser.my gastric will react. urgh.playing maple again. this time with the nick PriestessKei in bootes. And this time, I am gonna make sure I play until at least level 50.I always quit at 40+. =oh yah, benjie, happy 19th burfdae! ^^guess thats all for the time being. (:countdown: 8 days to IVP 8 days to my burfdae. gosh. 19 already. another year and I'll be 2- plus.a 2 as a first digit.scary.happy new year to all. may all your wishes come true! (:a new blog layout to welcome the new year.