Tuesday, October 31, 2006, 8:46 AM
lemme count: 11 days since I blogged.
rena ah! 11 days only leh! naggy rena's always asking me to update.hahaha
guess this is the last time I am gonna use this blog layout, I wanna change blog layout le! whoohoo~
oh yes, to all my dear dears out there, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
have a good fright today! (I think rui dunnit anymore fright. she had enough of fright with june's "singing" ytd.wahaha.)
Stagnant.stagnant.deprove.deprove.stagnant.stagnant. should i really stay since i am liddat? so half-hearted. its like i am so 力不从心.明明很喜欢,却又打不好.so cliche'. haiz.
Went to usher for the PAYM 35th anniversary party at the expo on sun.damn cool la. i got to watch Jonathan Leong! wheeee! he's damn damnnnnn cute. arghhh. so cute! ok, mel relax. he's so far away. haha. he really has this charisma and that look he gives you makes you wanna scream. : S.H.E. was there too! i saw hazel drooling over Ella.lols. They are pretty cool man. At least their voices are so much better than alot of other taiwanese girl bands. :) And there was kelly poon, and hady mirza and kaira gong-gong shi jia.
I saw Sijia and her boyfriend too! what a coincidence.
And because the VIP blue seats werent filled, me, madd, hazel, wushu bao and pea brain got to sit there! ^^V
but i felt kinda weird cause I am like sitting with 2 people whom used to like me but I never reciprocate. haiz.
I just dont wanna be tied down so early.
after all, I just, just almost fully recovered from some long hurt. : (
arghhh.molecular and cell biology today.
i am starvingggg!!!!!
hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry.......
ok, shall be a good girl today and go do work.
cya~
Saturday, October 21, 2006, 12:01 AM
"你有没有听见...寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延..."
it's gotta be the song. it's gotta be the song that befuddled my brain and made my sob yesterday.it has got to be.it's the song's fault.
right.i'm living in self-denial.
havent felt like a deflated balloon for a long long while.
havent stared out the window into space for a long long while.
havent felt so bitter.havent felt so disappointed.
ijustgottaproveit.ijustgottashowit.ijustgotta.ijustgotta.
i dont want the past year of work to go to waste.
i dont want to be in the same cycle again and again.
i'm breaking free.
i wanna break free.
its only when people are upset and down and out when they realise who their friends supporting them are..thanks madd, thanks hazel, thanks jinwen. thanks for being there. you guys are the sweetest. hotpot, you still owe me $250 for the rats! haha. :) Hazel, madd, jia youu too. hotpot's the hottest! almost hot is the almost hottest! hahaha.
blahh blahh blahh..yay.i finally get to see my kor kor again tmr! and gary too! and j.ang too!
beach volley beach volley.wheeewuwheeee~~ i am crapping!
crap
crap
crap.
nothing to write liao leh.
alamak.
i shall end it for tdy here.
tata.
yup.
gonna watch my show!
sweetdream dearies.
: )
Thursday, October 19, 2006, 1:51 PM
i wanna sleeeeeeep.i wanna shit.i wanna sleeeeeeep.i still gotta study for ut.i still got training.i still got another ut later.i still want steal hermione's time-turner in prisoner of azkaban so that I can turn back time to take a longer nap, to have more time to study!restriction endonucleases. DNA ligase. Type I restriction enzymes.Type II restriction enzymes.phosphodiester bonds.cleavage.methylation.these words are driving me nuts!imagine not knowing what the definition and processes of all these I have mentioned, and yet having to come up with a solution based on all these unknown aliens. arghhhhhh.arghhhhharghhhhhfriday faster comeeei wanna watch my shows againi wanna sleeepfriday!!!!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006, 12:40 AM
my right knee hurts.
cant straighten properly. cant bend properly.
wheeee.
i have not enough sleep.
not enough sleep.
finished rj.
still have 4 chapters of ut to study
12.36am.
6.30am wake up time.
not even 6 hours sleep.
yay.
i am so so positive thinking~
yay. the legendary hotpan and hotpot played together today! woohoo~ : )
why is everyone so sad?
I really wanna make everyone smile and happy all day long...to make them forget their sorrows and troubles, to forget all the r/s they wanna forget.
gosh. liddat I can go be some miracle healer already!
rena sim kx the japan player wannabe! u owe me bubble tea with jelly! hahah. ^^V If i grow fat, I am also gonna make u grow fat lor. hahaha. Oh, and xiao mo gu, did u read the quiz I blogged about 3-4 entries ago? I think I wrote about you somewhere..hehe. ^^
oh man. 12.40am.
I give uppp!
no more no more.
heck the ut.
cell culture is boringgg. ahhh!
why cant i have music appreciation 5 times a week, thats like damn slack.
damn slack= damn shiok.
knee hurts.
knee hurts.
knee hurts.
ouch.
Places considered for this year end's holiday trip: hokkaido, korea, new zealand, gold coast , sydney, brisbane, tasmania...
arghhh. all i wanna go!!!!
Thinking of which language I should pick up now. Should I pick up Japanese language or Korean Language? People please vote. hahaha
anyways.
bed time.
tata.
:)
Thursday, October 12, 2006, 11:28 PM
Presenting the f*** egoistic asshole coach award: 1st prize goes to Jonathan. 2nd Prize goes to...Jonathan again.3rd prize too, consolation too! wow. jonathan.u beat every other coaches to it. congrats man.
i was so damn demoralised today. Thanks. I know I suck at volleyball cause I have been pretty rusty from missing the last training, but surely he didnt need to condemn me liddat? I mean, imagine man, that damn ego person just has to take half the court to himself and send me and madd to the outside line, leaving us shit balls to pick. how am I ever gonna improve liddat? Steal the balls I can easily take, leaving me with no balls to jie, issit so fun? huh huh? ='(
I know the main 6 needs to practice, but I still cant help feeling abit pek chek..even phloy and madd's face were like..."ok, you want the ball? have it all" kinda look.
end of training?
rena was upset.
hazel was upset.
phloy was upset.
I was upset.
Madd was upset.
Rui also looked a little upset.
should i give up? I mean...I have alrdy tried my best, but its not even 50% what the rest are playing. School UTs and science everyday is already driving me outta my mind, and now I gotta feel upset for vball as well. I dont think I have any more energy or emotion to handle it. I feel like a mechanical person now. its like. ok. i go to school because I have to. everyday. same thing over and over again.
i am tired.
away frm that.
oh man! rena's display picture on MSN has this really cute girl! Ok, so I thought it was a guy. but but but, its a real pity she's not a guy, if not she'll be damn popular among the girls!!! So so so so cute. :P
Anyway.I really dont have the time to blog anymore for today. having a ut tmr and seriously, I wanna do my best in it. mugging time. wheee~ i have such an interesting life.
rena, thanks for the ankle band. and next time gimme that pink mouse too leh! hahaa. : )